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Dear Diary,
I fucking flunked the online assessment for a promotion, not that I am looking forward to another promotion - I just got promoted six months ago but I feel bad about it. The exam was long and boring, I think most of the answers were guesses. Really there's no right or wrong answer, more of a personality test to me. I hate the fact that some of my subordinates passed it. I keep telling myself it's ok, it's fine, everything happens for a reason, maybe it's not my time, I can take it again but honestly I feel fucked up. Also, I feel bad for somewhat disappointing my superior. Gosh I'm so not good in taking failure. My mind is trying come u with ideas that justifies my distrust in online assessments. You can never explain your choices, you are given limited options where your doomed to agree or disagree with. UGh! Ironically, I searched the internet for a personality test. Not sure why.. Or maybe I'm thinking there's a problem with me. So I took the personality test anyway, and here's what it said about me:
Big Five Test Results | Extroversion (12%) very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (18%) low which suggests you are overly selfish, uncooperative, and difficult at the expense too often of the well being of others.
Orderliness (76%) high which suggests you are overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun.
Emotional Stability (44%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (42%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress.
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From the Global 5 Type Descriptions - I am a RLOEN which is :
moody, not spontaneous, planner, unadventurous, withdrawn, prioritizes physical security, not big on art, not open to new experiences, not wild and crazy, avoids unnecessary interaction, bothered by disorder, not impulsive, not physically affectionate with most people, averse to change, not big on fun, socially unskilled, risk averse, feels untalented, thinks before acting, avoids crowds, loner, uncomfortable in unfamiliar situations, lower energy level, not that interested in relationships, not big on public speaking, lonely, easily frightened, slow to forgive, suspicious of others, strict with self, not a comedian, prepares for worst case scenarios, not calm, organized, avoidant, not very inquisitive, feels unattractive, avoids small talk, quick to judge others, easily annoyed, close minded, tense, private, prefers organized to unpredictable, hard to get to know, insensitive to the needs of others, not known for generosity, attached to conventional ways, pessimistic, acts with ulterior motives, not interested in science, risk averse
Heyy, I remember The Secrets: Law of Attraction, be positive...I gotta be positive. Ciao!
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